About Taylor
My mission, my purpose, and my dharma is to guide and support women in rewriting, reclaiming, and re-patterning everything that we’ve been taught about our temple bodies, our pussies, our sexuality, and our sensuality– from depths of our pussies… to the depths of our souls… to the depths of our wild woman ways.
I created Goddess Codes because I know what it’s like to feel disempowered, disembodied, and disconnected from who you were truly meant to be. I know what it’s like to feel ashamed and afraid of living in your fullest expression. I grew up in an environment that was extremely conservative and Christian, and very damaging to the ideas that I had about my identity as a woman in this world. My work now is learning how to reconcile the holy and the whore, the sacred and the slut. So how do we bring this together?
For years, I felt the divine within my soul, and I couldn’t quite put my finger on it. I couldn’t put a name to what I was feeling when I would go to church– or what I was feeling when I was singing to God– or what I was feeling when I would feel turned on as a young woman. Now looking back, I see that all of those moments were holy. All of those moments were God and hints as to what my soul’s contract was here to do on this earth.
I began sex work when I received a download from God. I was told, “This is how you are going to examine and heal your intimacy and sexual trauma, in order to help support other women in their healing too.”
As a result of the shame that was put on my body around sexuality, I entered into many relationships with men that were traumatic, and so unhealthy. One relationship in particular was with a married man who ended up having a child while I was with him. Getting myself out of that relationship was one of the biggest moments of victory that I’ve ever had. When I finally decided to leave him after he had taken everything from me– my identity, my power, everything I had known about myself– I remember the moment when I decided that that relationship was going to be my fuel to be better and to help serve other women so that they don’t get themselves into these situations too. So that they know their power, their strength, their worth, their divinity, and their sovereignty above all else.
It took years of unlearning and reprogramming to discontinue entering into these kinds of sexual relationships that were not serving me. The patterns were so engrained, and I didn’t know any better at the time. I didn’t know what sexuality meant– or how it was supposed to feel. I didn’t know that sexuality encompassed so much more than just fucking with our bodies. But now I know that our sexuality and our pussies are ours to claim, because first and foremost, sexuality is sacred, and it is an act between us and God. When we develop deep intimacy with ourselves, that is when we begin to learn what deep intimacy with others can look like, feel like, and be like.
I have my degree in elementary education and used to be a teacher. My background is in working with kids and that was a huge catalyst towards the life I am living now. I also have my yoga teacher certification and years of dance training. I’ve taught yoga and dance in different countries around the world, and in multiple languages too. I have taught math, history, science, all of it– and so I truly believe that my range of skills and experience are unique and completely different medicines in their own way. I truly believe that I can live the life of my dreams and that my dreams are my life’s mission. I believe that I get to have everything that I’ve ever desired. I get to be hot and sexy, slutty, and flirty, while also being good with kids. I get to have my dream partner in the divine masculine that I’ve been so desiring my entire life. And I also get to be fully expressive with other men.
I believe that I get to live in the country and city that I want and that I get to pursue all of my passions under one name, “Goddess Godes.” I believe that I get to make money doing everything that I am passionate about– that I do not have to put myself in a box and that I am safe to be fully seen and expressive in this world.
Every single one of my personality traits is my identity and my archetype in every way: my good my bad, my ugly sides, as well as all of my roles as a teacher, tantrika, movement medicine facilitator, performer, stripper, and sex worker. I am worthy and safe to be seen in all of my different facets. I am worthy of having it all, and I believe that you are too. That’s what I’m here to guide you through. I am here in your corner– supporting you and loving you through your beautiful journey of discovering all of your archetypes all of the juicy juice that is you. I’m here to tell you that you get to express every single part of you– your most authentic expression that is uniquely you. I am here to help you discover her, love her, and bring her out to unleash her. So if you’re ready to say, FUCK YES to your infinite potential by reclaiming your own codes of the goddess, the priestess, the wild woman, and the sacred slut, I invite you to join me in this revolution too.
Goddess Codes That I Live By
Code #1
Ritual/Ceremony
To me, ritual performance refers to an intention that you are placing upon a performance. Your performance can be as simple as dancing in front of your mirror for yourself, or it can be as elaborate as putting together an entire production for 1,000 people. What matters most is to ask yourself: What prayer you are praying for yourself and for the world? What do you wish to share through your performance? And what is the medicine that you’re creating? What I personally love about dancing in the mirror in particular is how the mirror asks us to reflect upon what we see.
Code #2
I Am My Own Soulmate
A big part of what I do is guiding women to love what they see in the mirror. To witness themselves as a lover would, and to be their own soulmate. What does it mean to be your own first love? Our whole lives, we’ve been programmed to believe that we are waiting for a partner or a man to come save us, take care of us, and be this divine masculine figure that protects us. I’m sure that is a deep desire for some women, and there is nothing wrong with it, but what’s even better is learning how to be your own soulmate and falling in love with yourself more and more every single day. To be in ritual and ceremony with yourself, and treating yourself with the highest respect because you are the holy divine empress, the queen, the goddess, and the priestess. Can you bow at your own feet in reverence for who you are, and for the journey that you are on? How can you celebrate, honor, and embody yourself as, “I am the embodiment of that which I desire” (one of my favorite mantras, dedicated to the goddess Lolita the goddess of sensuality and play.)
Code #3
The Power of Sisterhood
Sisterhood has transformed my life. Society has conditioned us to believe that we are in competition with our sisters and that we should tear each other down. For centuries, the patriarchy pitted us against one another, recognizing our power when we unite. Sisterhood is one of my guiding principles, a commitment to gathering in intentional, sacred spaces with other women. We support, love, and celebrate each other in all aspects of our being.
We gather to cry, scream, rage, laugh, play, and dance, understanding that we need each other. When one rises, we all do; our strength lies in unity. Together, we are shaping a new world. I create safe spaces for women to gather in ceremony, celebrating, grieving, and raging. This is the way we are meant to live – in circles with our sisters, under the moon's glow, offering our prayers and dancing them. We empower each other, embracing our bodies, embracing our gifts, and reclaiming talents dismissed as 'silly' or 'too much.' We celebrate each other in our fullness. Yes, babe. I've got you. I see you. I love you.
Code #4
Fierce and Radical Self-love
How do you love yourself through every mistake, trauma, and repeated pattern? How can you embrace your human self, nurturing it like a child with care and compassion? I believe in fierce and radical self-love, even in moments of deviation from the path. Straying allows us to return to our center, grounding in our truth. In my rituals, teachings, and offerings, I encourage the practice of fierce and radical self-love, as I believe you are inherently perfect.
Code #5
Honoring Your Moon Cycle
Throughout the past couple of years, I've learned how to work and flow with my beloved moon cycle. By tuning into the natural rhythms of our bodies and pussies, we tap into an infinite source of creativity, abundance, and love. Surrendering to our body's needs during our moon cycle opens the door to unexpected blessings and opportunities. As we tune into our sacral chakra, we tap into creativity and birthing new projects every month. By honoring our moon cycles, we ask for miracles, expressing faith in our bodies and our way of life. Cultivating abundance through this practice can be both easy and challenging, but when we flow with it, that's where the magic happens.
Performance Videos
PSO Performance
February 2023
Morillo
Unison Fest 2023
Polish Ambassador
Unison Fest 2023
Morillo
Unison Fest 2023
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